Between 2007 (when Morrigan Thwapped me) and 2010 (when I got involved with Brighid, Manannan, Lugh, and Aphrodite), Morrigan was always by my side. I always knew She was there. Since January 2010, She’s not been distant per se, but definitely not always by my side. I realized today it was because She knew I needed Her every step of the way when it was just the two of us. Now I work with other deities, I have a network of support and She can step back without me falling down and breaking.
Now my heart is bursting with love, in this moment. To realize one’s deity loves you so completely is a rush.